Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Dreams

I wonder what most people think of dreams. What do you think of dreams? And what sort of dreams do you have? My parents usually dream in the strictly boring ways, (one time, my dad dreamt of putting a video into the VCR—very boring!) or if they don't dream about something like that, it’s a nightmare. But for a long time, my siblings and I have dreamt in what they call epic style dreams—essentially, we dream a novel style dream with characters, story lines, morals, villains, and countless other things. It sometimes ends up as a complete story, and we are able to write them down and make them into book. In fact, I have strung several dreams together and made a short novel out of it, and it didn’t turn out so bad! Although, they wouldn’t have meant much to me, had I left them alone—but I think the Lord had other plans.

But more recently, I have dreamt about some very—how do I say it?—intriguing, amazing, more than normally epic dreams. One of them, which I dreamt about a month ago, would take a rather long time to write, so I’ll have to figure out how to tell it to you, but I had another dream just this morning that was shorter. I still don’t know if I want to write it all down here but I would like to talk about dreams a little.

Have you ever had a supernatural feeling of awe after dreaming, or after a prayer, or while singing praise to God? I hope you have. It is the most awesome, most fearful and glorious feeling that one can ever experience, and I know that those are the times that God draws me closer to Him. I went to a concert by MercyMe and a couple other bands a while ago. But I remember something that the main singer (I think his name is Bart Millard) in the MercyMe band said. He said that those moments of bliss, of awe, of joyful gloriousness—they happen only every once in a while, and you can’t hope to be constantly living in them, that they are but the “Mount of Configuration” moments. I thought that this didn’t sound quite right, but I have to confess that that it true. I mean, look at the Apostles of Christ—they didn’t live in a constant “Mount of Configuration” moment! They had countless times where they were talking about how hungry they were, or times when they were fighting over their positions in Heaven, or times when they are turning away children or so many other things. Even if they had direct contact with the Son of God, they were always wasting time with little quibbles and complaints. The truth is, we are faulty, messed up human beings who still live in a fallen world. We won’t be living in those moments of great delight and joy, but we can still take those moments—the memory of them—with us, throughout all of our lives. I pray that you never, never forget those times, because they are precious gifts of God.

I believe that sometimes, God chooses to come to us in our dreams, uses our dreams as tiny Mounts of Configuration. I know that that dream I had a little while ago—I know that God spoke to me through it. The glory of it still lingers with me, like the fading colors of a serene sunset. And someday, I hope very soon, I want to tell you about it. But my next post I want to write about the dream I had last night.

I hope to hear from you, my dear readers, to hear about your thoughts of dreams. Have you ever dreamt about something like what I’m talking about? I know that dreams are very personal, but for me at least, I know that sometimes things need to be told, even if they are embarrassing or something like that. Sometimes God gives us things that are not meant to be kept to ourselves.

Well, this post was much longer than I expected it to be—and I’m not even writing my dream! I’ll be working on that nest post, and I’ll try to get it out. In the mean time,

 

Shalom

Monday, September 5, 2011

In the Presence of the LORD

“Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim You,
who walk in the light of Your presence, LORD.” –Psalm 89:15

I was just reading—actually I was listening to the Bible read aloud on DAB—and I was listening to the end of Luke, chapter 24. It’s that part when Cleopas and the other (or is it others?) walking along the road to Emmaus, and Jesus joins them and starts talking to them. It says in verse 16, “but they were kept from recognizing Him.”

When I heard it this time, I was struck by an idea about the end of that part,

“When He was at the table with them, He took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them. Then their eyes were opened and they recognized Him, and He disappeared from their sight.”

I was listening to this video that Claudia from “Sowers of Hope” posted the other day—actually a few months ago. It was a guy who was talking about modesty and about headcoverings. I can’t remember exactly how he said it, but he said something about how, when we pray, we are going into the presence of God, going into His throne room; it is important, therefore, to show our complete respect for Him. We are in the company of the Most High, in the presence of the Creator of the Universe. And one way we can show our respect, show that we put Him first in our lives is by uncovering our heads, if we are men, or covering them, if we are women.

What he said about how we are going into the presence of the Most High, it really has stuck with me quite a lot! I think I’ve known about that for a long time, but its funny how it takes just one time, one person to say it, and then suddenly it just kicks in. It’s like, yeah! We really are in God’s throne room—we really are talking one on One with Him! And, although I don’t always act like it, I try to respect that, I try to think in terms of, my spirit is talking to the Holy Spirit. And that thinking has opened up ideas for me.

I’m an artist, so I usually think in images. (I don’t know how the rest of you do it, but that’s how it happens for me) I imagine the Throne room of God, in His Heavenly Realms, and then, I imagine that suddenly, my Heavenly body appears before God, and before His angels and saints. Since I am in the presence of God, His Holy Spirit has already purified my soul and made me fit to be in His presence. That person, my soul, she is perfected, glorified by His redeeming blood, by Jesus taking my sins away. And that thought got me thinking… what if, while we are in His presence, we are sort of glorified, sort of show God’s Spirit a little more? What if?

So when I heard that section read the other day in Luke, I realized something. When did Jesus become visible as Jesus to those people? He became visible when He prayed, when He went specifically before the Throne of His Father. I don’t think that we are always in a more glorified state when we pray, but isn't it awesome that He chose that moment, when He was talking to His Father, having a One on One conversation with Him, it was then that He became visible to them? It makes you think, doesn’t it?

I just love that Psalm that I quoted at the beginning, and I also liked another translation so I’ll end with that. Psalms 89:14-18,

“Righteousness and judgment [Are] the fixed place of Thy throne, Kindness and truth go before Thy face.

O the happiness of the people knowing the shout, O Jehovah, in the light of Thy face they walk habitually.

In Thy name they rejoice all the day, And in Thy righteousness they are exalted,

For the beauty of their strength [art] Thou, And in Thy good will is our horn exalted,

For of Jehovah [is] our shield, And of the Holy One of Israel our king.”

 

Shalom